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[28 Jul 2005|07:26pm] Finally...Seifer finally is beginning to understand the power he posesses. If it ever came down to it...I know I'd have to kill him if his head got bigger than neccessary. I can't have him ruining our plans for Balamb, or for this world. I fight now...no longer for anyone else...but for myself...and my belief that to truly be strong...you need to cast away everything...friendship, family...love....everything. Should such insipidous emotions get in my way again...I will deal with them accordingly. She's probably forgotten about me after all this time anyway...if that's the case, well...it just makes it easier if I'm forced to kill her... 0 ...

Rather bored... [26 Feb 2005|12:13pm] What an interesting conicidence. I've found myself back in Costa Del Sol. I love it here. It's so relaxing and so warm here. I need to head into town and buy some swimming trunks, though. I remember when I bought this villa. 300,000 Gil! It was all worth it though. I'd do it again if they made a little villa outside of Wutai or something, because the prices for hotels there are pretty steep if you don't know anyone, and I don't wanna ask Yuffie for help because she's always trying to steal my damn materia. Aeris and Yuna are with me this time around. Back when I bought this place, though, I was the only one who stayed in it for the most part, so the bachelor life kinda came back to me. Unfortunately, walking around this villa naked is no longer an option since the girls are here...I found that out the hard way. The only problem with being in Costa Del Sol is the fact that there's really nothing to do here. I can swim and I can sleep. It's a pretty lazy laid back place to live, but hey the women are cute here, and they wear nearly nothing year round. Score! Well not really...I'm happy with Aeris, actually. She's much better than these girls are, though looking her in the eye without being embarassed may take some time now... 0 ...

[13 Feb 2005|06:28pm] Aeris is great. I gotta admit even I didn't think things would be this good when we found each other again. I'll tell her one day, I'm sure. I love her... It's a great view up here. I love how the light runs over the lake in front of Nibelheim. It's one of the best things about living here. Something's been bothering me though...for some reason, Aeris little friend Yuna has been on my mind recently. I wonder why she bothers me so much...I mean granted she didn't do anything to me, but that day in the coliseum...she was willing to fight me to protect squall and tidus. She had to have known that was suicide, yet she was dead set on defending them both...why would she throw her life away like that? Tidus would have been alone again, yet to protect him, she would die? That foolish little girl...but if it was so foolish, why can't I seem to stop thinking about her? I have to know her reasoning behind doing something like that...I need to head back to the coliseum to talk to her. I really should bring Aeris with me...but I really need to do this moreso for myself. Besides Squall will be hanging around there somewhere I'm sure, and he'll be glad to know that Rinoa's ok. I'll tell Aeris about this later, and hopefully I'll be back before too long. 0 ...

[13 Feb 2005|12:12am] [ music | Initial D 4th stage - Dogfight ] I met rinoa today. What an intereting girl. She and Aeris would get a long very well if they ever got a chance to meet each other. I knew she was at the hideout since I joined the Organization, but I never personally took the time to find out where Seifer was holding her...heh that prick and I had a run-in today too. He tried to pull rank on me when I told him he should treat our prisoners with more care...almost died today, no fooling. If situations were different, I have a feeling Rinoa would be over my house a lot talking and hanging out with Aeris, but right now I have to keep a watchful eye over her since Seifer is her guard at the moment. He had her sleeping on a cold table this really dim lit room. I got her a much better room and she's actually able to eat now. I can't believe Seifer would treat her like that. Sephiroth and I had a few words today too. All I wanted to do was give my report about my fights with tidus and squall, and everyone and their mother wants to talk to me. Damn! Sephiroth tried to call my bluff on my threat to kill him if he kept interfering with my plans, but since The Organization needs him alive right now, I can't touch him yet. The most we can do to each other right now is growl at a distance. Well that was my day today. Aeris is looking sad so I'm gonna go and try to be a good boyfriend now. 0 ...

[12 Feb 2005|05:39pm] My head hurts. Perhaps I shouldn't have eaten so much last night. Aeris is so great to have around I must admit. She's so easy to take care of and actually wants to listen to me. She makes me feel somewhat ashamed to have trusted the organization and taken their powers since she believes I had the power I needed beforehand...she's really sweet. I don't believe that though...I lost to that man so easily that I couldn't have been as strong as I needed to be. They'd undoubtedly try to do harm to her if given the opportunity, so perhaps I can use this power to protect her. I'll protect her from anyone...even them. Speaking of which...I should go pay a visit to them...I'm sure that there is news, plus now that I have fought Tidus and Squall, I need to give my report. I can't wait for this all to be over, but for right now I suppose I'll try to find out where I fit in all of this. That guy Squall...the one he loves is being held by that man Seifer...why should I care, though? His own weakness got her captured...but he loves her...just as I love Aeris. Perhaps...perhaps I'll seriously take him up on his offer to take him to Seifer if he can defeat me. I'll make sure to take him to the very limit of his abilities. He fights for love...and he fights for her safety...but these are also the people I work for who have given me the neccessary ability to protect Aeris...I guess it will be a very interesting match. If he doesn't win...he may die...but just from fighting him, I realize that he will not die so easily if Rinoa is his reason for fighting. If he does win...I'll show him how to find her...no one should have to go through this world without the one they love beside them. 0 ...

I have found her... [05 Feb 2005|09:33pm] I never would have thought that after all this time, Aeris would come back in my life. I've searched everywhere for her, and even tried to re-enter the lifestream hoping to find any kind of clue I could find as to where she might be, but nothing. I always believed that she was still alive, but had no definite proof...then he came. He promised me that if I helped him and his organization out, that I could see her again. I agreed...not soon after I ran into her and her new friends. Two of her new friends had to be tested by the organization, and I was the guy who had to do it. In the end, I left them both in pretty bad shape and ended up taking Aeris with me back here to Nibelheim. Before we left, I did heal them both, but the fact that she fainted during the battle made me question the methods I was using to see her again. Now she sleeps in the bed opposite of mine until she wishes to return to them...I don't want her to go, but if she feels more comfortable with them...I have no choice but to let her go...If that happens, I don't know what I'll do, but I will keep protecting her until she no longer needs me. Shit...the foods gonna burn. I better stop here for now.... 0 ...

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